10 things I should start doing to become the best version of Myself.

Even when I feel broke, lonely, or unsure, I’m choosing to believe that my life still has potential. I am manifesting for a life I deserved. Becoming the best version of myself doesn’t mean becoming perfect it means choosing myself, every single day. They say "malayo pa pero malayo na" This is my journey. Still unfinished, but still moving forward.

Not every achievement needs recognition from others. Some victories are personal and quiet. Even on the days you choose not to end your life is achievement. Getting through a hard day, completing a task, or choosing not to give up are wins worth acknowledging.

There are days when I feel emotionally exhausted. Instead of ignoring these feelings, I’m learning to listen to them. When I was 19 I as diagnosed for a depression, at that time I am working for whole year without any fail at my score, I am working like a Company dog, no absenced and late even I am sick and at the same time I am studying face to face classes. My body can't take it anymore, my body collapsed, I experienced dizziness for 2 weeks, no appetite and lazy move, I am so stress since I can't to to work and school, forced to drop out since I need money for tuition fee. Fast forward I go to province to have some rest and peace of mind. After thinking through my time on the province, I realized I am being to much on myself. Rest is not laziness. Taking care of my mental health is necessary if I want to move forward.

I often want instant change. When progress is slow, I feel discouraged. But I’m learning that growth happens quietly, through consistency and patience. One example here is for me to successful at work, I am being frustrated as I cannot get promotion but there was actually a reason for that, for me to grow and learn. I have so much time yet I feel like I am being chased. Small steps matter. Even when I don’t see immediate results, something is still changing within me.